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Hello, memory …

I remember you and I must tell you about how awful feels that I no longer have the privilege to see you. I miss you so, so much, there is not even words enough to express this kind of missing. It is etched deep down into my bones, if you can see my soul then you can see yourself, because God knows, my life is almost only about you. You are just so awesome!

”We will see each other again”, does it sound familiar? You said it the day you moved away and I know you would never lie to me, but let me ask you, when is this 'again'? It would be great if it was the within the next ten years. My friend, I have not received a single word from you, not a phone call, e-mail or anything! I sat around sulking at first 'til I realized that I have not made an effort you contact you either. I know you have a reason for going Mia (missing in action) on me, and I do not like it. I give you my condolences.

Yes, news travels fast, even across the ocean. I heard about your mothers death and I am so sorry! Losing a mother must be so hard, and even if I am fortunate to not have any experience with it, I am here, if you want someone to read/hear your thoughts. Friends exists for a reason, you know? Give me a chance to be there for you. You can begin with accepting my calls and respond to my e-mails, it can be a short answer as ”life sucks” to a whole book! (I would read it, even if it fitted two bibles in it, I swear on all that is holy that I would!) Writing letters ain't that bad thought, it kinda feels like we are two young maidens in the victorian era. I feel for you though, that you have to read my handwriting.

I send you some swedish money even though I know you do not have our currency in USA. Use the money to do/buy whatever makes you content but in my mind, I bought you the prettiest flower bouquet in the whole world! (and is transmitting it mentally to you right now..)

Belovéd, when will we see each other again? Let's be honest, you are a ocean away! There is so much that I want to tell you and I only have the energy to write you half a quarter of it. I have a couple of questions for you though:

first of all, how are you doing?

How is your dad copying with your mothers passing?

Is everything going alright with your boyfriend? (If yes, tell him I said hi!)

Why don't you share the naugthy details for your friend then? (You can't see it but I am sending you a wink right now!)
 

Do you still keep an eye on when the next season of Game of thrones is going to be released? In Sweden only the first season is out and I can't even buy it since I can't afford it! To make it worse season two isn't coming for like a eternity! What a bummer, really... I wish I were with you in the United States America, but alas, that is only wishful thinking on my part. I know I should have showed a bigger compasion for you, since your mother just passed away. I should a written you at least a couple of pages telling you about how much I love you, wish I could be there for you, miss you and crack som jokes to make you laugh! But it is so damn hard! My mother is thankfully as fit as a needle so I do not know how you feel I only know that it hurts me when you are hurting.

I need to summon this up but PleasE reply! I will send you more money so that you can buy paper and other necessities.

Though this letter may come of as a bit shallow, it is heartfelt. I just want you to be happy.

Much love,

your B(est) F(riend) F(orever)!