boktjejernamedstil

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I dropped from A to F in the only subject I was really good at, failed or barely got through every test,
I stopped taking notes in class, I stopped doing my homework
I did not eat for days and overate other days,
I stopped sleeping, would not even if I could, I stopped showering
and only threw something on when I went out
I did not read my texts and I definitely did not respond,
I ignored phone calls and I lost contact with friends
because I gave up,
I fell down to a pitch black hole
and Im still in there, but frankly this place is as good as the surface,
in here, I do not have to worry about being blinded by the sun
I do not have to worry about anything at all
beause nothing matters anymore